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Friday, September 22nd, 2006
10:34 pm
This is what I brought you.
This you can keep.
This is what I brought.
You may forget me.
I promise to depart just promise one thing.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

This is what I brought you.
This you can keep.
This is what I brought.
You may forget me.
I promise you my heart just promise to sing.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.


This is what I thought, I thought you'd need me.
This is what I thought, so think me naive.
I promise you a heart you'd promise to keep.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
Monday, September 4th, 2006
10:59 am
Sad moment in history.....

Croc Hunter Steve Irwin died spetember 3rd......


may he rest in peace
Friday, June 16th, 2006
12:45 pm
Hey, Miss Murder can I
Hey, Miss Murder can i
Make beauty stay if I
Take my life?

With just a look they shook,
And heavens bowed before him.
Simply a look can break your heart.

The stars that pierced the sky
He left them all behind
We're left to wonder why
He left us all behind

Hey, Miss Murder can I
Hey, Miss Murder can i
Make beauty stay if I
Take my life?

Dreams of his crash won't pass
Or how they all adored him
Beauty will last when spiraled down

The stars that mistify
He left them all behind
And now his children cry
He left us all behind

Hey, Miss Murder can I
Hey, Miss Murder can i
Make beauty stay if I
Take my life?

What's the rift that twists within this furthest mystery?
I would gladly bet my life upon it
At the cost of love your ray of light will fizzle out
Without hope
When the empty sand just flowing through our empty skin
And we're searching for what we were promised
Reaching for the cold and rain we never let go
They won't ever let us blow our filthy hands apart

Hey, Miss Murder can I
Hey, Miss Murder can i
Make beauty stay if I
Take my life?

Hey, Miss Murder can I
Hey, Miss Murder can i
Make beauty stay if I
Take my life?
Friday, March 24th, 2006
5:57 pm
so yeah hi all....

alot has changed since my last update...
i baught a car (2006 colbalt ROX)
I got a huge promotion @ work...im now the official store manager and make BANK
I amd starting to like life as of late and i think thats kool
mmm

yeah thats it ^_^

Current Mood: tired
Monday, March 6th, 2006
2:30 pm
memories are just where you laid them
drag the waters 'till the depths give up their dead
what did you expect to find?
was there something you left behind?
don't you remember anything i said when i said

don't fall away, and leave me to myself
don't fall away and leave love bleeding
in my hands, in my hands again
leave love bleeding
in my hands, in my hands
love lies bleeding

oh hold me now i feel contagious
am i the only place that you've left to go
she cries her life is like
some movie black and white
dead actors faking lines
over and over and over again she cries

don't fall away, and leave me to myself
dont fall away, and leave love bleeding
in my hands, in my hands again
leave love bleeding
in my hands, in my hands
love lies bleeding

and i wanted
you turned away
you don't remember, but i do
you never even tried

don't fall away and leave me to myself
don't fall away and leave love bleeding
in my hands, in my hands again
leave love bleeding
in my hands, in my hands
love lies bleeding

Current Mood: in pain
Friday, December 30th, 2005
12:38 am
uncle died day after xmas...blah...funeral tomorrow morn i need sleep


been sick for 3 weeks now....and yup its normal for me....time for me to die i guess
Saturday, December 10th, 2005
9:45 am
I never said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died, we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...
Ever...

Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fall
If I fall (down)

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna...
Friday, December 2nd, 2005
4:30 pm
heya alls...i know i know i never update but hey thats me

life is ok...i work TONS but such as life

im losing weight which roxors (down to 260 now)

umm thats about it...laters

P.S. Adam Cadd i need to talk with you bud...drop me an email ^_^
2:06 am
I got a candle
And I've got a spoon
I live in a hallway with no doors
And no rooms

Under a windowsill
They all were found
A touch of concrete within the doorway
Without a sound

Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me if you can
From the blasphemy in my wasteland

How did I get here
And what went wrong
Couldn't handle forgiveness
Now I'm far beyond gone

I can hardly remember
The look of my own eyes
How can I love this a life so dishonest
It made me compromise

Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me if you can
From the blasphemy in my wasteland

Jump in the water
Jump in with me
Jump on the alter
Lay down with me

The hardest question to answer
Is why

Why

Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me if you can
From the blasphemy in my wasteland

Someone save me
Someone save me
Somebody save me
Somebody save me
Please don't erase me


Current Mood: blank
Thursday, October 20th, 2005
1:12 pm
In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders

I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
Oh this pressured center rising
My life over turned
Unfair the despair
All these scars keep ripping open

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

In this hole
That is me
A life that's growing feeble
In this hole
So limiting
The sun has set all darkness

Buried underneath
Hands slip off the wheel
Internal pathway to contention

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Are you
HAPPY

Are you
HAPPY

Are you feeling happy?

In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted
Whats my release?
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me down again?

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

Peel me from the skin
(peel me from the skin)
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
(Tear meat from the bone)
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost left with nothing

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost left with nothing?
Friday, October 14th, 2005
7:53 am
Cool Math Trick
1. Grab a calculator (You won't be able to do this one in your head)
2. Key in the first three digits of your phone number (NOT the area code)
3. Multiply by 80
4. Add 1
5. Multiply by 250
6. Add the last 4 digits of your phone number
7. Add the last 4 digits of your phone number again
8. Subtract 250
9. Divide number by 2

Do you recognize the answer?
Thursday, October 13th, 2005
11:25 pm
*headbangs*
Look, listen to my voice
If you're making the hcoice
Tell me all the girls and the boys
Either scream or rejoice
Let's make that noise
Either move or we will all be destroyed

Move and show me what you can do
When you step into the circle and shake like we do
Move when you just can't take it
And move if you just feel like breaking it

Can you hear me? Stop, look, listen to my voice,
It was never my choice to feel all alone
This is my home
Back up , you don't know if you've never been here,
You've never been to the place inside, I face my fears
It takes everything I am

If you come near me, stop, look, listen to my voice
If you're making the choice tell all the girls and hte boys
Either scream or rejoice
Let's make that noise
Eitehr move or we will all be destroyed
Back up and let go if you've never been here,
You've never been to the place inside, I face my fears,
It takes everything I am

I come crashing to the floor
And I know there must be more like me
I've seen this all before, I can't carry this anymore, break free
Breath, and leave until the storm is over
'Cause underneath, there's a diamond passin gover
So breath, let's leave until the storm is over,
Because I want to take you away
Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
11:48 pm
Sit around and watch the tube,but nothing's on
Change the channels for an hour or two
Twiddle my thumbs just for a bit
I'm sick of all the same old shit
In a house with unlocked doors
And I'm fucking lazy

Bite my lip and close my eyes
Take me away to paradise
I'm so damn bored I'm going blind
And I smell like shit

Peel me off this velcro seat and get me moving
I sure as hell can't do it by myself
I'm feeling like a dog in heat
Barred indoors from the summer street
I locked the door to my own cell
And I lost the key

Bite my lip and close my eyes
Take me away to paradise
I'm so damn bored I'm going blind
And I smell like shit

I got no motivation
Where is my motivation?
No time for the motivation
Smoking my inspiration

Sit around and watch the phone, but no one's calling
Call me pathetic, call me what you will
My mother says to get a job
But she don't like the one she's got
When masturbation's lost its fun
You're fucking breaking

Bite my lip and close my eyes
Take me away to paradise
I'm so damn bored
I'm going blind
And loneliness has to suffice
Bite my lip and close my eyes
I was slipping away to paradise
Some say,"Quit or I'll go blind."
But it's just a myth
11:43 pm
200 miles per hour
That's how fast I seem to go

With the weight of the world on my
shoulders
Slow down. come and catch us all

WAIT!
Slow Down!
Take!
Slow Down!
Why can't you help me?
Slow Down!

Feel
When I'm in doubt

I need something beautiful
To fill the space we've taken up
I need something to feel real
Again before I go numb

Downward spiral. a kaleidoscope view
Is what you're seeing saying so jaded
The picture I drew

Come again. Come Again. Come Again!
Wait!
Take!
Wait!
Why can't you help me?

Wait!
Take!
Wait!
Take!

Feel when I'm in doubt
Feel when I'm in doubt

I need something beautiful
To fill the space we've taken up
I need something to feel real
Again before I go numb

Are you alive?

Are you alive?
I'm alive
When I'm in doubt
I'm alive
Monday, September 19th, 2005
8:33 am
a song i cant get out of my head
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
Wednesday, July 27th, 2005
1:26 am
RED - RUM
Maybe I will be this way forever
Tell me lover what will become of the other
Bomes skin nails and flesh
on a bed a lack of passion a medieval consequence
They worry you with all their talk of how your not their kind

Now I'm stealing her body and taking it home
There is always one more fault

Maladjusted you must trust me darling
Subsequently you see you deserve more than me
They bury you all wearing garments of funeral fire

Now I'm stealing her body and taking it home
There is always one more fault

Now I'm stealing her body and taking it home
There is always one more fault

This will hurt you
It's Killing Me
This will hurt you
It's Killing Me
This will hurt you
It's Killing Me
This will hurt you
and I will turn and I will

Blood loss, Blood loss for this girl
Blood loss, Blood loss for this boy
Blood loss, Blood loss for this girl
Blood loss, Blood loss for this boy, this boy

I will part your wounds and once again forgive my sins

This is forever

Current Mood: blank
Wednesday, July 13th, 2005
4:32 pm
jamies kids are visiting from georgia for a few weeks, havent seen them if like 2 years

life still suxXx as usual

people dont understand anything anymore everyone is a retard

work suxXx

*yawns and goes away for another month*
Monday, June 6th, 2005
1:25 am
"YOU'RE CAUGHT!!! If you REALLY LIKE SOMEONE right now AND MISS THEM and can't get
them out of your head then re-post this within 1 minute and whoever you are
missing will surprise you tomorrow.

IF YOU BREAK THIS YOU WILL HAVE THE
WORST DAY OF YOUR LIFE TOMORROW"
Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
1:23 pm
when i woke up this morning i vividly remember the dream i had. i dont know if its a good dream or a bad one...but i remember in detail everything about it. i was still living with randy (for those of you who didnt know i used to life with my brother) and i was home at night and i got a visitor. im not going into names and all but it was a girl from my not so distant past. in the dream we talked alot and i remember the convo we had (i wont disclose it sorry). i remember giving her a hug and i am almost certian i smelled her. even now a few hours after the dream i can vividly remember the smell (kinda bugs me out but its kool). I think right now in my life i should NOT dream like this, but i have no idea why i did. again i dont know if this is a good or bad dream.....but it is/was one of them, and one of the many dreams i have. im alsno not saying this person from my past was a bad thing either, she did do alot for me and i am grateful for the time we did share, even though it was that much. i could talk about the memories i hold of her all day long...but i keep them to myself cuz she is in the past we both have moved on. to you the woman in my dreams....i do miss you regardless of how you take that and i do hope you get everything youve ever wanted out of life.

now onto my life as of late. ive moved from my parents house (go me)
i still dont have a life yet but im in the market for one
i dont have people around me hardly so i feel im becoming antisocial
i dont want people around me so figure that
blah i hate talking about myself....buh bye

"Bong, bong, bong, bong. Bong, bong, bong, bong." - Charlie Murphy (Dave Chapples 2nd season DVD)

Current Mood: grateful
Friday, April 22nd, 2005
2:36 am
convos with friends from long ago and sometime turn out ok...and maybe a little forgivness and understanding can happen and a new leaf can be turned

a simple "Im Sorry" can work wonders in that step

the past is the past, people change and people grow up

lizards rule...i miss mine

ducks are kool and they eat free at subway (Mitch Hedberg joke)

Pringles original intensions was to make tennis balls, but when the rubber was supposed to show up a big truck of potatos showed up instead. Pringles being a laid back company said "Fuck it, cut them up!" - Mitch Hedberg

Current Mood: content
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